In 1986, I visited Swami Satchidananda's yoga
ashram in West Virginia for the opening ceremony of the Lotus Shrine, a beautiful
ecumenical pavilion. They had a dedication ceremony and had invited many teachers.
All the teachers were asked to give a short talk and do some chanting from their
tradition. I talked to them about how every day we breathe in air, breathe out
air. We breathe in and breathe out all the time but we never pay for this most
vital of our needs. The sun shines every day and nourishes our bodies with sunlight
and energy for all things to grow. We live on this earth and use its resources,
but we don't pay any money to the air or the sun or the earth.
Our body is
made up of four elements: earth, air, fire, and water. Everything we eat or use
is also made of these four elements. So these four elements are us and we are
these four elements. This means we are the universe and the universe is us. But
how do you show your gratitude to the universe? If you understand that, you understand
your correct job as a human being. A human being's correct job is to make harmony
with everything in the universe - with the sky, with the tree, with the dog, with
the cat, with everything. If you have this harmony mind, you cannot kill an animal
or kill a tree. That's the correct idea. This correct idea appears when you put
down your opinion, condition, situation and moment to moment keep correct function,
correct situation, correct relationship. Then you and the four elements become
one.
After the talk, we tried the Om Mani Padme Hum chanting. In the middle
of the Thousand Eyes and Hands Sutra, we have this mantra: Om Mani Padme Hum.
These four words mean the four elements of earth, air, fire, and water. If you
try this chanting, then taking away your opinion, your condition, your situation
is very easy. You become one mind; you and the universe are never separate. You
return to your original nature.
In Korea, there is a school of Buddhism called
Jing Gak Jong. Their mantra is Om Mani Padme Hum and they chant it all day long.
It's the same style as the Kwan Seum Bosal chanting that we do in our school.
Om Mani Padme Hum means Kwan Seum Bosal. They both mean original mind. Also, Om
Mani Padme Hum means eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, mind.
In India, Om is
a sacred sound, sacred mantra. The whole universe begins with Om. In our Thousand
Eyes and Hands Sutra, we have another mantra: Om Nam. Om Nam means cleaning our
minds, cleaning this world. If you use something, it becomes dirty and then you
need to clean it, like your clothes or your body. When you use earth, air, fire,
and water - the four elements and the universe - without giving anything back,
your mind becomes dirty. So we use Om Nam to clean our minds.
If you try
Om Nam or Om Mani Padme Hum forty-nine times in the morning and evening, then
everything becomes clean: your stomach, your head, your job, your house, your
universe. Why forty-nine times? In the Oriental belief system, seven is a holy
number. Seven times seven is forty-nine, so we try a forty-nine day kido or forty-nine
day ceremony after someone dies.
If you try mantra practice, your mind will
become quiet. But if you become attached to this quiet, then you have a problem.
Another time, many years ago, I went to Swami Satchidananda's ashram. They do
a lot of very wonderful chanting. It's like samadhi; people close their eyes and
feel very peaceful and almost sleepy. I gave a talk and shouted KATZ! Everybody
was very surprised. Brother David (Steindl-Rast, an eminent Benedictine monk)
was sitting next to me and he said, "Soen Sa Nim, everybody was surprised.
They woke up." I said, "Not wake up. Everybody got enlightenment!"
I explained that if you only stay in your mantra, you enter nirvana. But,
if you only stay in nirvana, you cannot save all beings. Wake up means entering
anuttara samyak sambodhi. So "KATZ!" is not "KATZ!"; it is
anuttara samyak sambodhi. So this time when I went again to Swami Satchidananda's
place, he saw me and said, "KATZ!" I also said, "KATZ!" Then
everybody laughed.
So our direction means, how do you make your center strong?
You must decide for yourself what kind of practice you want to do everyday. Once
you decide something, you must do it, and do it at the same time every day. If
you have a special situation such as a guest coming and you cannot do your practice
at your decided time, then doing it some other time is okay. But if nothing is
happening and your lazy mind appears and you don't do your practice, then your
center will not become strong. When you stay at a Zen center or go to a Zen center,
you do together action with other people: chanting time, chant; sitting time,
sit; bowing time, bow. Doing together action will take away your karma. It will
help you let go of your opinions, conditions, and situations. Doing together action
will help your lazy mind disappear.
Sometimes your "don't like"
mind gets very strong. But like/dislike doesn't matter. If you continue to practice,
like/dislike mind will become weaker and weaker. Making this mind completely disappear
is very important. Why? Strong like/dislike mind means your direction is not clear.
Then your practice is "only for me" - I like that, I don't like that.
But if your direction is clear, you understand that your practice is only for
other people. With that mind, any kind of situation is no problem. You only practice.
That's a very important point.
There is a story that illustrates this. It
is about my teacher, Zen Master Ko Bong. He didn't like chanting; he only liked
to sit. One time he was staying in a small temple in the mountains. The abbot
of the temple had to go away for a few days. While he was gone, a woman came up
to the temple with rice and other food. She asked my teacher to do a ceremony
for her. Without hesitation, Ko Bong Sunim said, "Okay, okay," even
though he didn't know the ceremony chanting.
The woman washed the fruit and
cooked the rice and put everything on the altar. Then Ko Bong Sunim picked up
the moktak and did some strong chanting. But this chanting was not Buddhist chanting;
it was Taoist chanting. He had studied Taoism, so he knew one Taoist sutra. He
chanted for one hour. The woman was very happy and said to him, "Thank you
very much."
On her way down the mountain, the woman met the abbot of
the temple. She explained to him how Ko Bong Sunim had done the ceremony for her.
The abbot was very surprised. He said, "But he doesn't know any chanting!"
The woman responded, "No, no, he did some fine chanting. I understand this
kind of chanting." This woman had been a nun and she understood that what
Ko Bong Sunim had chanted was not Buddhist chanting, but she was impressed by
his try mind, his only do it mind.
When the abbot came up to the temple,
he said to Ko Bong Sunim, "I met a woman who told me you did a ceremony for
her." "Yeah, no problem." "But what kind of chanting did you
do? You don't know any ceremony chanting!," the Abbot said. Ko Bong Sunim
said, "Oh, I did some Taoist chanting." They both burst out laughing.
This is a story about only do it mind. When you just do it, there is only
one mind. That mind is very important. It doesn't matter whether you do Buddhist
chanting or Christian chanting or chant "Coca-Cola." In one mind there
is no subject, no object, no inside, no outside. Inside and outside have become
one. Then you connect with everything. You can connect with God, with Buddha,
with a dog, with a cat, with a tree, with the sky, with everything. One mind means
becoming completely still.
So when you try Om Nam or Om Mani Padme Hum or
Kwan Seum Bosal or any mantra, just do it. Then your opinion, your condition,
and your situation will disappear. If you come to a Zen center, then waking up,
together bowing, together chanting, together sitting, together eating becomes
very easy. Then just doing it is very easy, because it's together action. In the
beginning, you will have strong like/dislike mind: "I don't like Zen center
food," "I don't like bowing," but if you do together action, then
slowly, slowly this mind disappears. Then you can control your feelings, your
condition, your situation. Then you can believe in yourself one hundred percent.
There is no life, no death; no coming, no going; no time, no space. You make
time, so time controls you; you make space, so space controls you. But if your
practice is strong, you can use time, you can use space. Then moment to moment
you can do anything. Then you see clearly, hear clearly, act clearly. If somebody
is hungry, give them food. It's not good or bad; it's only bodhisattva mind. But
if you have this kind of mind, "Ah, I have done bodhisattva action for this
person," then that's a big mistake.
One time, my great-grand teacher,
Zen Master Kyong Ho, was walking with his student Yong Song Sunim, who was to
become a famous Zen Master in Korea. Kyong Ho Sunim was a person of wide mind
and wide actions. Yong Song Sunim was a person of kind mind and kind actions.
As they were walking, they saw a group of children who had captured some frogs
and were torturing them. So Yong Song Sunim offered some money to the children
and bought the frogs from them. Then he put them back in the pond.
They started
walking again. Then Yong Song Sunim said, "Today I brought free life to many
frogs. That certainly is good karma for me and for the frogs." Immediately
Kyong Ho Sunim said, "That's wonderful action, but you will go to hell!"
Yong Song Sunim was very surprised, "You said it's wonderful action.
But why do you say I will go to hell?" "The frog are free but you will
go to hell," said Kyong Ho Sunim. Yong Song Sunim begged him to explain.
Kyong Ho Sunim said, "You keep saying 'I' brought free life to the frogs;
this 'I' will go to hell." Then Yong Song Sunim understood and bowed to him.
Therefore, anytime you have "I," you have a problem. Our teaching
is only do it. Don't make I. When you do a good action, it's not "I make
good action"; it's your original job as a human being. It's your payment
to the four elements, to the sun, the moon, the stars, the universe. A helping
action is not good, not bad. Nature does its job without making good or bad. Water
is flowing; is that good or bad? Sky is blue, tree is green; is that good or bad?
Don't make anything. Just do it.